Tigger.

Omg.. I am at my most recent exes and i completely feel like the 3rd wheell. and being that i am still not over him it hurts me to see him with some one else!

Feeling is gone
Emotions are erased
Sight is dark
This is what I have become
Someone that is enslaved
The corner at 3:00am
The park at 9:00pm
The square at noon
Its all there
You just have to know where to look
And I regret to say that I looked
And now I am nothing
A pale ghost
No more and no less
My clock still ticks
I'm on the face of it
Running away from its hands
Trying to tell myself that I can stop
But I can't
And the clock won't stop ticking
The hand hits me
Strikes me down
And I can't get back up
I need more
I need to loose my feeling
I need to loose myself
Facing reality is more than I can handle
A burning desire to disassociate
To lose myself in the streets of nothing
Being alone
In the cold
But I'm not alone
I'm with myself
A mirrior image of myself
But its myself when I was alive
His face has color
His eyes are clear
He is alive
He is who I was
But I can't talk to him
He won't talk to me
Won't answer me
He knows that I have fallen
And he knows that he can't help me anymore
He was the voice of sanity in me
My spirit
In the begining he told me to stop
He tried to help
But I ignored him
I pushed him away
Telling myself that I will be fine
That I can stay in control
But it never happens the way you imagine it
Your world shatters
And your laying in the shards of your life
Cut to the core
And fading out of view
In that momment I realize that I am somone else
I can't stop hurting myself
I find a reason for everything
I am punishing myself
I am gone
I have come undone
And I don't know how to save myself anymore

Verse 1:
When I finally realize, What I've done,
it will be too late, It wont be able to be undone

I hate my life. I am so fucking useless. No one truely wants me...i wish i could just die. The world would be so much better off with out me.

Everything that could be going wrong is going wrong. I hate it! I dont want to be here anymore. I really dont. I want to die. Maybe i will start cutting again...that will take it all away.....yeah maybe thats what i will do.

I am so overwhelmed in my emotions right now. I am unsure of how i feel so much is going on right now...stuff with my bf, friends, parents, exes, and my grandma being dead. its so much to deal with right now. I dont know what to do. I am about to start crying...I am shaking...and for those who know me really well you know what that leads too. I am not having a good week. I really am not..Im still jobless, homeless moneyless. I have been looking for all but have had no luck. Its getting a little old. Nothing is going right in my world this week. i am so upset...I am worthless and dont belong here in this world!

1. My life
2. my family
3. my boyfriend
4.my job
5.the earth
6. my friends
7. somewhat of peace on earth
8.That i am not dead
9. that i have support
10..that people love me!

I am so pissed. I am crying right now cause its so bad......It sucks being rejected 5 times in 6 months

Well David and I broke up. But I Have a new b/f named Dean, who loves me much much more than david did!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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OMG!I luv my boyfriend David so much!I miss him to though. I wish he was here right now!David baby i luv u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dont ask i was just putting in guys names!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I	Industrious
F	Flamboyant
F	Fun
A	Amazing
N	Neglected
Y	Yum

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